Great Awakening Tour City #14 Maui, Hawaii

Today I asked God for 5 people to get saved and instead I got 11 people saved. I used the gospel soul winning script.

I was searching for inspirational quotes online and came across your site. I am not connected with your organization but I thought I would share with you a brief story that might help and touch others if that is okay. Ultimately, you’ll decide. I have always felt that I had no such deserving to pray for help since I have done well financially, been in relatively good health, and not really been a believer. Dare I say that I was not always a good person as well? I would say yes specifically when I was a youth. However as I matured and became an adult I grew to genuinely have concern for others. I have always considered myself an emotional rock as well. Recently I was laid off from a good paying job. This job allowed me to provide well for my family and give to others. I attached much of my self-worth to this job (I think as most men do). When the job ended I was very upset and began having what I thought were heart attacks.

Doctors told me I was having panic attacks and that I suffered from anxiety. Even during my days in the military I had never experienced anything like this. I took a good look at myself and saw that in a matter of about 2 months, I had shrank into a shell of the person I once was. Again, I cannot call myself a very faithful person and by any measure have ignored any holy teachings most of my life. However, in desperation I hit my knees in my bathroom hiding my shame in weakness eyes filled with tears and prayed for God to please help me to help my family. Within days I had much promising activity from all the resumes and phone-calls I had been making literally explode back to me. I joined a local gym and found a healthy means to ease stress and lessen my anxiety. I began to feel more like the positive person I was once. I now have many new potential great career moves and things are no looking so bleak. My state of mind is much healthier and happier. Can I tell you that God answered my prayers?

Can I tell you that these things would not have happened without divine intervention? Can I tell you that the circumstances seem magical? Can I tell you that an invisible man in the sky or another realm of existence chose to help me in my time of need over children starving in Africa or war-torn countries? Is my wimpy little plight anything compared to the holocausts that man has brought on each other? Are there people that need help more than me? I have more questions than answers. I can only tell you this, it is hard for me to believe, but I want to. Not by giving money into a collection plate but by helping others, if he is there then he did help me. If he isn’t, than I am a hypocrite by praying or when I say God bless you and I’m delusional. I want to believe, and if you did help me Lord, thank you sir, and please help me to be a better believer and to help others in the light of your divine love. My intent is to help anyone that has ever felt the way I do.

Kgahu B
not known Hawaii United States